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Tehilim 39: Let me know my end

תְּהִלִּים ל״ט · לַמְנַצֵּחַ לִידוּתוּן
Fourteen verses on how short a life is, spoken by someone who decided not to speak. The psalm opens with a vow of silence kept in front of an enemy, records what that silence did to the speaker, and then breaks it. What comes out is not the complaint he was holding in but a request to be told the length of his own days. The word for breath or vapour, the one that runs through Ecclesiastes, appears three times, and the psalm ends without a resolution: the last line asks God to look away. It is addressed to Jeduthun, one of the Levites David appointed over the music.
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1
לַמְנַצֵּחַ לִידוּתוּן
מִזְמוֹר לְדָוִד
לַמְנַצֵּחַ
lam-na-TZE-ach
for the director
לִידוּתוּן
li-du-TUN
for Jeduthun
For the director, for Jeduthun.
מִזְמוֹר
miz-MOR
a psalm
לְדָוִד
le-da-VID
of David
A psalm of David.
Two prepositional phrases with the same prefix, one naming an office and one a person. Jeduthun heads two other psalms, which suggests a repertoire rather than a single occasion.
2
אָמַרְתִּי אֶשְׁמְרָה דְרָכַי מֵחֲטוֹא בִלְשׁוֹנִי
אֶשְׁמְרָה לְפִי מַחְסוֹם
בְּעֹד רָשָׁע לְנֶגְדִּי
אָמַרְתִּי
a-mar-TI
I said
אֶשְׁמְרָה
esh-MRA
let me guard
דְרָכַי
de-ra-CHAI
my ways
מֵחֲטוֹא
me-cha-TO
from sinning
בִלְשׁוֹנִי
vil-sho-NI
with my tongue
I said: let me guard my ways from sinning with my tongue;
אֶשְׁמְרָה
esh-MRA
let me keep
לְפִי
le-FI
for my mouth
מַחְסוֹם
mach-SOM
a muzzle
let me keep a muzzle on my mouth,
בְּעֹד
be-OD
while still
רָשָׁע
ra-SHA
a wicked man
לְנֶגְדִּי
le-neg-DI
is in front of me
as long as the wicked man is in front of me.
The psalm begins with a quotation of a decision already taken. Both cohortatives use the same verb, to guard, and the object shifts from ways to mouth, so the whole discipline of life narrows down to speech.
3
נֶאֱלַמְתִּי דוּמִיָּה
הֶחֱשֵׁיתִי מִטּוֹב
וּכְאֵבִי נֶעְכָּר
נֶאֱלַמְתִּי
ne-e-lam-TI
I was struck dumb
דוּמִיָּה
du-mi-YA
in silence
I was struck dumb, silent;
הֶחֱשֵׁיתִי
he-che-shei-TI
I kept still
מִטּוֹב
mi-TOV
from good
I kept quiet, even from good,
וּכְאֵבִי
uch-e-VI
and my pain
נֶעְכָּר
ne-KAR
was stirred up
and my pain was stirred up.
The vow works and costs. Holding back from saying anything bad meant holding back from saying anything at all, and the pain that had no exit turned inward instead of dissolving.
4
חַם לִבִּי בְּקִרְבִּי
בַּהֲגִיגִי תִבְעַר אֵשׁ
דִּבַּרְתִּי בִּלְשׁוֹנִי
חַם
cham
grew hot
לִבִּי
li-BI
my heart
בְּקִרְבִּי
be-kir-BI
inside me
My heart grew hot inside me;
בַּהֲגִיגִי
ba-ha-gi-GI
in my brooding
תִבְעַר
tiv-AR
burned
אֵשׁ
esh
a fire
as I brooded, a fire burned.
דִּבַּרְתִּי
di-bar-TI
I spoke
בִּלְשׁוֹנִי
bil-sho-NI
with my tongue
Then I spoke with my tongue:
The silence breaks, and the last two words undo the vow of verse 2 in its own vocabulary: the tongue he swore not to sin with is the one he now uses. Everything from here to verse 14 is the speech.
5
הוֹדִיעֵנִי יְהֹוָה קִצִּי
וּמִדַּת יָמַי מַה הִיא
אֵדְעָה מֶה חָדֵל אָנִי
הוֹדִיעֵנִי
ho-di-e-NI
make me know
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
קִצִּי
ki-TZI
my end
LORD, let me know my end,
וּמִדַּת
u-mi-DAT
and the measure of
יָמַי
ya-MAI
my days
מַה
ma
what
הִיא
hi
it is
and the measure of my days, whatever it is;
אֵדְעָה
ed-A
let me know
מֶה
me
how
חָדֵל
cha-DEL
fleeting
אָנִי
a-NI
I am
let me know how fleeting I am.
After all that pressure, the request is for information, not relief. He asks for the number, which is the one thing that would make the complaint unnecessary or unbearable.
6
הִנֵּה טְפָחוֹת נָתַתָּה יָמַי
וְחֶלְדִּי כְאַיִן נֶגְדֶּךָ
אַךְ כׇּל הֶבֶל כׇּל אָדָם נִצָּב
סֶלָה
הִנֵּה
hi-NE
look
טְפָחוֹת
tfa-CHOT
handbreadths
נָתַתָּה
na-ta-TA
You have made
יָמַי
ya-MAI
my days
Look, You have made my days a few handbreadths,
וְחֶלְדִּי
ve-chel-DI
and my lifespan
כְאַיִן
che-A-yin
as nothing
נֶגְדֶּךָ
neg-de-CHA
before You
and my lifetime is as nothing in front of You.
אַךְ
ach
surely
כׇּל
kol
all
הֶבֶל
HE-vel
is a breath
כׇּל
kol
every
אָדָם
a-DAM
man
נִצָּב
ni-TZAV
standing firm
Every man, however firmly he stands, is only a breath.
סֶלָה
se-LA
selah
Selah.
The answer arrives inside the question. A handbreadth is the smallest unit measured on the body, and the comparison is not to a long time but to nothing at all, which is a different kind of statement.
7
אַךְ בְּצֶלֶם יִתְהַלֶּךְ אִישׁ
אַךְ הֶבֶל יֶהֱמָיוּן
יִצְבֹּר וְלֹא יֵדַע מִי אֹסְפָם
אַךְ
ach
surely
בְּצֶלֶם
be-TZE-lem
as an image
יִתְהַלֶּךְ
yit-ha-LECH
walks about
אִישׁ
ish
a man
A man walks about as a mere image;
אַךְ
ach
surely
הֶבֶל
HE-vel
for a breath
יֶהֱמָיוּן
ye-he-mai-UN
they make their noise
for a breath they are in uproar.
יִצְבֹּר
yitz-BOR
he piles up
וְלֹא
ve-LO
and not
יֵדַע
YE-da
he knows
מִי
mi
who
אֹסְפָם
os-FAM
will gather them
He piles things up and does not know who will gather them in.
Three pictures of futility: a man who is only an appearance, a crowd making noise over nothing, and a saver whose heir is unknown. The last one is the argument Ecclesiastes makes at length.
8
וְעַתָּה מַה קִּוִּיתִי אֲדֹנָי
תּוֹחַלְתִּי לְךָ הִיא
וְעַתָּה
ve-a-TA
and now
מַה
ma
what
קִּוִּיתִי
ki-vi-TI
have I waited for
אֲדֹנָי
a-do-NAI
my Lord
And now, my Lord, what am I waiting for?
תּוֹחַלְתִּי
to-chal-TI
my hope
לְךָ
le-CHA
in You
הִיא
hi
it is
My hope is in You.
The turn of the psalm, and the only verse in it that says something positive without immediately taking it back. The question and the answer sit in the same breath: nothing is worth waiting for, therefore You are.
9
מִכׇּל פְּשָׁעַי הַצִּילֵנִי
חֶרְפַּת נָבָל אַל תְּשִׂימֵנִי
מִכׇּל
mi-KOL
from all
פְּשָׁעַי
psha-AI
my rebellions
הַצִּילֵנִי
ha-tzi-le-NI
rescue me
Rescue me from all my rebellions;
חֶרְפַּת
cher-PAT
the disgrace of
נָבָל
na-VAL
a fool
אַל
al
do not
תְּשִׂימֵנִי
te-si-me-NI
make me
do not make me the taunt of the fool.
The first thing asked for after the hope is stated is not longer life but cleaning up. The wicked man of verse 2, watched in silence, comes back here as someone who would use the speaker's failure as material.
10
נֶאֱלַמְתִּי לֹא אֶפְתַּח פִּי
כִּי אַתָּה עָשִׂיתָ
נֶאֱלַמְתִּי
ne-e-lam-TI
I am struck dumb
לֹא
lo
not
אֶפְתַּח
ef-TACH
I will open
פִּי
pi
my mouth
I am struck dumb, I do not open my mouth,
כִּי
ki
because
אַתָּה
a-TA
You
עָשִׂיתָ
a-si-TA
have done it
because it is You who did this.
The same verb as verse 3, and a completely different silence. The first was a policy adopted against an enemy; this one is what is left once the source of the trouble has been identified.
11
הָסֵר מֵעָלַי נִגְעֶךָ
מִתִּגְרַת יָדְךָ אֲנִי כָלִיתִי
הָסֵר
ha-SER
take away
מֵעָלַי
me-a-LAI
from upon me
נִגְעֶךָ
nig-e-CHA
Your affliction
Take Your blow off me;
מִתִּגְרַת
mi-tig-RAT
from the assault of
יָדְךָ
yad-CHA
Your hand
אֲנִי
a-NI
I
כָלִיתִי
cha-li-TI
am finished
under the attack of Your hand I am finished.
Silence lasted one verse. The request is addressed to the same hand that is doing the striking, which is the position the whole psalm is written from.
12
בְּתוֹכָחוֹת עַל עָוֺן יִסַּרְתָּ אִישׁ
וַתֶּמֶס כָּעָשׁ חֲמוּדוֹ
אַךְ הֶבֶל כׇּל אָדָם
סֶלָה
בְּתוֹכָחוֹת
be-to-cha-CHOT
with rebukes
עַל
al
for
עָוֺן
a-ON
guilt
יִסַּרְתָּ
yi-sar-TA
You discipline
אִישׁ
ish
a man
With rebukes for guilt You discipline a man,
וַתֶּמֶס
va-TE-mes
and You dissolve
כָּעָשׁ
ka-ASH
like a moth
חֲמוּדוֹ
cha-mu-DO
what he treasures
and like a moth You dissolve what he treasures.
אַךְ
ach
surely
הֶבֶל
HE-vel
a breath
כׇּל
kol
every
אָדָם
a-DAM
man
Every man is only a breath.
סֶלָה
se-LA
selah
Selah.
The refrain from verse 6 returns, shortened. The moth does not attack the man, it eats the thing he loves, so the discipline described works by removing what was accumulated in verse 7.
13
שִׁמְעָה תְפִלָּתִי יְהֹוָה
וְשַׁוְעָתִי הַאֲזִינָה
אֶל דִּמְעָתִי אַל תֶּחֱרַשׁ
כִּי גֵר אָנֹכִי עִמָּךְ תּוֹשָׁב כְּכׇל אֲבוֹתָי
שִׁמְעָה
shim-A
hear
תְפִלָּתִי
tfi-la-TI
my prayer
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
Hear my prayer, LORD,
וְשַׁוְעָתִי
ve-shav-a-TI
and my cry for help
הַאֲזִינָה
ha-a-zi-NA
give ear to
give ear to my cry for help,
אֶל
el
to
דִּמְעָתִי
dim-a-TI
my tears
אַל
al
do not
תֶּחֱרַשׁ
te-che-RASH
be deaf
do not stay deaf to my tears;
כִּי
ki
for
גֵר
ger
a stranger
אָנֹכִי
a-no-CHI
I am
עִמָּךְ
i-MACH
with You
תּוֹשָׁב
to-SHAV
a resident alien
כְּכׇל
ke-CHOL
like all
אֲבוֹתָי
a-vo-TAI
my fathers
for I am a stranger with You, a settler like all my fathers.
Three imperatives escalating from prayer to cry to tears, then the ground of the request. The two nouns at the end are the legal terms for someone living on land that is not his.
14
הָשַׁע מִמֶּנִּי וְאַבְלִיגָה
בְּטֶרֶם אֵלֵךְ וְאֵינֶנִּי
הָשַׁע
HA-sha
look away
מִמֶּנִּי
mi-me-NI
from me
וְאַבְלִיגָה
ve-av-li-GA
and let me recover
Look away from me and let me get my breath back,
בְּטֶרֶם
be-TE-rem
before
אֵלֵךְ
e-LECH
I go
וְאֵינֶנִּי
ve-ei-ne-NI
and I am no more
before I go and am no more.
The psalm ends by asking for the opposite of what psalms usually ask for. Attention has been the problem throughout, so the last request is to be left alone long enough to breathe.

♦ PARDES analysis: פרדס

The four levels of Jewish reading of the sacred text: פשט Peshat (literal meaning), רמז Remez (symbolic allusion), דרש Drash (midrashic interpretation), סוד Sod (mystical meaning). The word פרדס means "orchard", each level is a fruit.

פשט · Peshat: literal meaning

A vow, its cost, its collapse, and what came out. Verses 2 to 4 narrate: I decided to say nothing while the wicked man was watching, I said nothing, it burned, I spoke. Verses 5 to 14 are the speech, and it is not the complaint that was being held back. It asks for the length of a life, gets an answer that is worse than the question, and turns into a request first for forgiveness and then for distance. The refrain about every man being a breath lands twice, at הֶבֶל (he-vel, v.6) and הֶבֶל (he-vel, v.12), with a third instance inside verse 7 at הֶבֶל (he-vel, v.7). Nothing is resolved. The final word at וְאֵינֶנִּי (ve-ei-ne-ni, v.14) is a negation of existence, and the psalm stops there.

רמז · Remez: allusion

The word at בְּצֶלֶם (be-tze-lem, v.7) is the one used in Genesis for the image in which humanity was made, and here it stands for something insubstantial that a man walks around as. Translators split over it: some keep the sense of image or semblance, others read it as a shadow or phantom, and the choice changes whether the line is about being a copy or about being unreal. The verb at נֶאֱלַמְתִּי (ne-e-lam-ti, v.3) and נֶאֱלַמְתִּי (ne-e-lam-ti, v.10) is the same in both places, from the root for being mute, and it holds the psalm's two silences together. Two other words are worth stopping on: מַחְסוֹם (mach-som, v.2), a muzzle, which is an object put on an animal, and חָדֵל (cha-del, v.5), a rare adjective from the root meaning to cease, so the speaker asks not how long he will live but how much of a stopping he already is.

דרש · Drash: midrashic reading

The claim at גֵר (ger, v.13) and תּוֹשָׁב (to-shav, v.13), that the speaker is a stranger and a settler with God, has two anchors elsewhere in the Bible. Leviticus 25 gives the reason the land cannot be sold permanently, that the people are strangers and settlers with God, who owns it; and in 1 Chronicles 29 David uses the same pair of words in prayer, saying that we are strangers before You and settlers like all our fathers. Read against those, the line is not self-pity. It is a legal argument: a resident alien has no property claim but does have a claim on the protection of the householder, and the request that follows is exactly what a tenant may ask. The tears of the same verse are treated in the same register, as something submitted rather than merely shed.

סוד · Sod: mystical reading

The mystical readings take the last verse as the hard one, because asking God to look away is the reverse of every other prayer in the book. One line of reading treats the psalm as a description of a soul under a scrutiny it cannot survive, where the withdrawal asked for is the concealment that makes a limited creature able to exist at all, and the request is therefore not for abandonment but for a measured distance. The word at הָשַׁע (ha-sha, v.14), look away, and the word for the stranger at גֵר (ger, v.13) then belong together: the guest lives by the host's restraint. The three occurrences of breath are read the same way, less as a verdict on human worth than as a description of what a thing made of breath needs from what made it.

Hebrew text: Miqra according to the Masorah (MAM), after the Aleppo Codex, via Sefaria, CC BY-SA. English: The Holy Scriptures, a New Translation (JPS 1917), via Sefaria, public domain. Transliteration generated by this site's own engine (assets/translit.js).