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Tehilim 42: As a deer longs for channels of water

תְּהִלִּים מ״ב · לַמְנַצֵּחַ מַשְׂכִּיל
The psalm that opens Book Two of the Psalter, and the first of the collection attributed to the sons of Korah. A speaker cut off from the Temple remembers walking there in a festival crowd, and now hears the same question every day from people around him: where is your God. Twice he stops and talks to his own soul in the second person, and that refrain returns a third time at the end of Psalm 43, which is why the two are often treated as one poem. For a learner it is a dense drill in one noun, nafshi, my soul, and in verbs that carry their object inside the word: forgotten-me, taunted-me, I-remember-You.
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1
לַמְנַצֵּחַ מַשְׂכִּיל לִבְנֵי קֹרַח
לַמְנַצֵּחַ
lam-na-TZE-ach
for the leader
מַשְׂכִּיל
mas-KIL
a maskil
לִבְנֵי
liv-NEI
of the sons of
קֹרַח
ko-RACH
Korah
For the leader. A maskil of the sons of Korah.
A performance heading, not part of the poem. The second word names a genre whose exact sense is no longer recoverable, and the last two attach the psalm to a guild of Temple singers.
2
כְּאַיָּל תַּעֲרֹג עַל אֲפִיקֵי מָיִם
כֵּן נַפְשִׁי תַעֲרֹג אֵלֶיךָ אֱלֹהִים
כְּאַיָּל
ke-a-YAL
as a deer
תַּעֲרֹג
ta-a-ROG
she longs
עַל
al
over
אֲפִיקֵי
a-fi-KEI
channels of
מָיִם
ma-YIM
water
As a deer longs over channels of water,
כֵּן
ken
so
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
תַעֲרֹג
ta-a-ROG
she longs
אֵלֶיךָ
e-lei-CHA
for You
אֱלֹהִים
e-lo-HIM
God
so my soul longs for You, O God.
The comparison is built to be symmetrical: the same verb twice, once for the animal and once for the speaker. The channels are wadi beds, which in this country are dry most of the year, so the deer is standing over a place where water should be.
3
צָמְאָה נַפְשִׁי לֵאלֹהִים לְאֵל חָי
מָתַי אָבוֹא וְאֵרָאֶה פְּנֵי אֱלֹהִים
צָמְאָה
tzam-A
she thirsts
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
לֵאלֹהִים
le-lo-HIM
for God
לְאֵל
le-EL
for a God
חָי
chai
living
My soul thirsts for God, for a living God.
מָתַי
ma-TAI
when
אָבוֹא
a-VO
shall I come
וְאֵרָאֶה
ve-e-ra-E
and be seen
פְּנֵי
pnei
the face of
אֱלֹהִים
e-lo-HIM
God
When shall I come and be seen before the face of God?
Longing becomes thirst, and thirst becomes a date on a calendar. The question is about pilgrimage, a physical journey to a building, not about a state of mind.
4
הָיְתָה לִּי דִמְעָתִי לֶחֶם יוֹמָם וָלָיְלָה
בֶּאֱמֹר אֵלַי כׇּל הַיּוֹם אַיֵּה אֱלֹהֶיךָ
הָיְתָה
hai-TA
it has been
לִּי
li
to me
דִמְעָתִי
dim-a-TI
my tears
לֶחֶם
LE-chem
bread
יוֹמָם
yo-MAM
by day
וָלָיְלָה
va-lai-LA
and night
My tears have been bread to me by day and by night,
בֶּאֱמֹר
be-e-MOR
when they say
אֵלַי
e-LAI
to me
כׇּל
kol
all
הַיּוֹם
ha-YOM
the day
אַיֵּה
a-YE
where is
אֱלֹהֶיךָ
e-lo-hei-CHA
your God
while they say to me all the day: Where is your God?
The first of the two taunts. Tears replace food, so grief is being described as a diet rather than an episode, something the body does around the clock.
5
אֵלֶּה אֶזְכְּרָה וְאֶשְׁפְּכָה עָלַי נַפְשִׁי
כִּי אֶעֱבֹר בַּסָּךְ אֶדַּדֵּם עַד בֵּית אֱלֹהִים
בְּקוֹל רִנָּה וְתוֹדָה הָמוֹן חוֹגֵג
אֵלֶּה
e-LE
these things
אֶזְכְּרָה
ez-KRA
let me remember
וְאֶשְׁפְּכָה
ve-esh-pe-CHA
and let me pour out
עָלַי
a-LAI
upon me
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
These things I remember, and I pour out my soul upon me:
כִּי
ki
how
אֶעֱבֹר
e-e-VOR
I would cross over
בַּסָּךְ
ba-SACH
in the throng
אֶדַּדֵּם
e-da-DEM
I moved them slowly
עַד
ad
as far as
בֵּית
beit
the house of
אֱלֹהִים
e-lo-HIM
God
how I would cross over in the throng, moving with them slowly as far as the house of God,
בְּקוֹל
be-KOL
with the sound of
רִנָּה
ri-NA
glad song
וְתוֹדָה
ve-to-DA
and thanksgiving
הָמוֹן
ha-MON
a crowd
חוֹגֵג
cho-GEG
keeping festival
with the sound of glad song and thanksgiving, a festival crowd.
The longest verse in the psalm, and the only one set in the past. Memory is what hurts: the speaker is not describing the Temple, he is describing himself walking towards it in a noisy crowd.
6
מַה תִּשְׁתּוֹחֲחִי נַפְשִׁי וַתֶּהֱמִי עָלָי
הוֹחִלִי לֵאלֹהִים
כִּי עוֹד אוֹדֶנּוּ יְשׁוּעוֹת פָּנָיו
מַה
ma
why
תִּשְׁתּוֹחֲחִי
tish-to-cha-CHI
are you bowed down
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
וַתֶּהֱמִי
va-te-he-MI
and do you moan
עָלָי
a-LAI
upon me
Why are you bowed down, my soul, and moaning upon me?
הוֹחִלִי
ho-chi-LI
wait
לֵאלֹהִים
le-lo-HIM
for God
Wait for God,
כִּי
ki
for
עוֹד
od
still
אוֹדֶנּוּ
o-de-NU
I will praise Him
יְשׁוּעוֹת
ye-shu-OT
the deliverances of
פָּנָיו
pa-NAV
His face
for I shall yet praise Him, the deliverances of His face.
The refrain. The speaker splits in two and addresses his own soul with feminine singular verbs, the form used for speaking to a woman, because nefesh is a feminine noun. It is an argument with himself, not a prayer.
7
אֱלֹהַי עָלַי נַפְשִׁי תִשְׁתּוֹחָח
עַל כֵּן אֶזְכׇּרְךָ מֵאֶרֶץ יַרְדֵּן וְחֶרְמוֹנִים מֵהַר מִצְעָר
אֱלֹהַי
e-lo-HAI
my God
עָלַי
a-LAI
upon me
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
תִשְׁתּוֹחָח
tish-to-CHACH
is bowed down
My God, my soul is bowed down upon me;
עַל
al
for
כֵּן
ken
thus
אֶזְכׇּרְךָ
ez-kor-CHA
I remember You
מֵאֶרֶץ
me-E-retz
from the land of
יַרְדֵּן
yar-DEN
Jordan
וְחֶרְמוֹנִים
ve-cher-mo-NIM
and the Hermons
מֵהַר
me-HAR
from the mountain of
מִצְעָר
mitz-AR
Mizar
therefore I remember You from the land of Jordan and the Hermons, from Mount Mizar.
The refrain has not worked. The same verb comes back immediately, now as a statement rather than a question, and the speaker gives his coordinates: the far north, the sources of the Jordan, as far from Jerusalem as the land goes.
8
תְּהוֹם אֶל תְּהוֹם קוֹרֵא לְקוֹל צִנּוֹרֶיךָ
כׇּל מִשְׁבָּרֶיךָ וְגַלֶּיךָ עָלַי עָבָרוּ
תְּהוֹם
te-HOM
deep
אֶל
el
to
תְּהוֹם
te-HOM
deep
קוֹרֵא
ko-RE
calls
לְקוֹל
le-KOL
at the sound of
צִנּוֹרֶיךָ
tzi-no-rei-CHA
Your channels
Deep calls to deep at the sound of Your torrents;
כׇּל
kol
all
מִשְׁבָּרֶיךָ
mish-ba-rei-CHA
Your breakers
וְגַלֶּיךָ
ve-ga-lei-CHA
and Your waves
עָלַי
a-LAI
over me
עָבָרוּ
a-va-RU
have passed
all Your breakers and Your waves have passed over me.
The water of verse 2 returns inverted. What was missing and longed for is now too much of it, and the possessive suffixes make every wave God's own: Your torrents, Your breakers, Your waves.
9
יוֹמָם יְצַוֶּה יְהֹוָה חַסְדּוֹ
וּבַלַּיְלָה שִׁירֹה עִמִּי
תְּפִלָּה לְאֵל חַיָּי
יוֹמָם
yo-MAM
by day
יְצַוֶּה
ye-tza-VE
commands
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
חַסְדּוֹ
chas-DO
His kindness
By day the LORD commands His kindness,
וּבַלַּיְלָה
u-va-lai-LA
and in the night
שִׁירֹה
shi-RO
His song
עִמִּי
i-MI
is with me
and in the night His song is with me,
תְּפִלָּה
tfi-LA
a prayer
לְאֵל
le-EL
to the God of
חַיָּי
cha-YAI
my life
a prayer to the God of my life.
Day and night were the measure of weeping in verse 4; here they are the measure of kindness and song. The one line in the psalm that uses the four letter name.
10
אוֹמְרָה לְאֵל סַלְעִי
לָמָה שְׁכַחְתָּנִי
לָמָּה קֹדֵר אֵלֵךְ בְּלַחַץ אוֹיֵב
אוֹמְרָה
om-RA
let me say
לְאֵל
le-EL
to God
סַלְעִי
sal-I
my rock
I will say to God my rock:
לָמָה
la-MA
why
שְׁכַחְתָּנִי
shchach-ta-NI
have You forgotten me
Why have You forgotten me?
לָמָּה
LA-ma
why
קֹדֵר
ko-DER
in mourning
אֵלֵךְ
e-LECH
must I walk
בְּלַחַץ
bla-CHATZ
under the pressure of
אוֹיֵב
o-YEV
an enemy
Why must I walk in mourning under the pressure of an enemy?
Having just called God a rock, he asks whether the rock has forgotten him. The two questions are addressed upward, unlike the refrain, which is addressed inward.
11
בְּרֶצַח בְּעַצְמוֹתַי חֵרְפוּנִי צוֹרְרָי
בְּאׇמְרָם אֵלַי כׇּל הַיּוֹם אַיֵּה אֱלֹהֶיךָ
בְּרֶצַח
bre-TZACH
with a shattering
בְּעַצְמוֹתַי
be-atz-mo-TAI
in my bones
חֵרְפוּנִי
cher-fu-NI
they have taunted me
צוֹרְרָי
tzor-RAI
my adversaries
With a shattering in my bones my adversaries have taunted me,
בְּאׇמְרָם
be-om-RAM
when they say
אֵלַי
e-LAI
to me
כׇּל
kol
all
הַיּוֹם
ha-YOM
the day
אַיֵּה
a-YE
where is
אֱלֹהֶיךָ
e-lo-hei-CHA
your God
when they say to me all the day: Where is your God?
The taunt from verse 4 returns word for word, so the psalm has come round without resolving anything. What has changed is that the mockery is now felt in the skeleton.
12
מַה תִּשְׁתּוֹחֲחִי נַפְשִׁי וּמַה תֶּהֱמִי עָלָי
הוֹחִילִי לֵאלֹהִים
כִּי עוֹד אוֹדֶנּוּ יְשׁוּעֹת פָּנַי וֵאלֹהָי
מַה
ma
why
תִּשְׁתּוֹחֲחִי
tish-to-cha-CHI
are you bowed down
נַפְשִׁי
naf-SHI
my soul
וּמַה
u-MA
and why
תֶּהֱמִי
te-he-MI
do you moan
עָלָי
a-LAI
upon me
Why are you bowed down, my soul, and why do you moan upon me?
הוֹחִילִי
ho-chi-LI
wait
לֵאלֹהִים
le-lo-HIM
for God
Wait for God,
כִּי
ki
for
עוֹד
od
still
אוֹדֶנּוּ
o-de-NU
I will praise Him
יְשׁוּעֹת
ye-shu-OT
the deliverances of
פָּנַי
pa-NAI
my face
וֵאלֹהָי
ve-lo-HAI
and my God
for I shall yet praise Him, the deliverance of my face and my God.
The refrain again, with two small changes: a conjunction added at the start and, at the end, His face becomes my face, with my God attached. The psalm ends unresolved, which is one reason Psalm 43 reads as its continuation.

♦ PARDES analysis: פרדס

The four levels of Jewish reading of the sacred text: פשט Peshat (literal meaning), רמז Remez (symbolic allusion), דרש Drash (midrashic interpretation), סוד Sod (mystical meaning). The word פרדס means "orchard", each level is a fruit.

פשט · Peshat: literal meaning

A man far from Jerusalem, in the north near the sources of the Jordan, remembers going up to the Temple with a crowd and cannot go now. Around him people ask where his God has gone, and he has no answer. Twice he interrupts his own complaint to tell his soul to wait. Read the psalm as three moves repeated: a memory, a taunt, a refrain. Nothing in the situation changes between the first refrain at verse 6 and the second at verse 12; what changes is only that the second one ends by saying my God.

רמז · Remez: allusion

Three details reward slowing down. In verse 2 the noun כְּאַיָּל (ke-a-yal, v.2) is masculine but the verb תַּעֲרֹג (ta-a-rog, v.2) is feminine, and commentators split between treating it as a form of the word for a doe and treating the mismatch as the poet already looking ahead to nafshi, the feminine soul of the second half. The verb itself appears only here and in Joel, so its exact sense is uncertain. In verse 3 the Masoretic vocalization makes וְאֵרָאֶה (ve-e-ra-e, v.3) passive, and be seen before the face of God, where the unpointed consonants would equally allow the active and see the face of God; the choice is deliberate and it is discussed. In verse 5 the word אֶדַּדֵּם (e-da-dem, v.5) occurs nowhere else in the Bible, and translations run from I led them in procession to I walked slowly, with no way to decide.

דרש · Drash: midrashic reading

Numbers 26:11 says flatly that the sons of Korah did not die when the earth swallowed their father, and the Korahite psalms have long been read against that verse: the voices are those of survivors of a family disaster, which suits a poem that ends without rescue. Mount Mizar in verse 7 has never been identified with any known place, and the traditional reading takes advantage of that by hearing the ordinary meaning of the word, small, so that the speaker is remembering God from a little hill instead of from the mountain he wants. Whether the poet intended the pun is disputed, but the geography of the verse is real: Jordan and Hermon are the northern edge of the land.

סוד · Sod: mystical reading

The mystical reading takes תְּהוֹם (te-hom, v.8) literally as two depths, the upper waters and the lower, calling across the space between them, and hears the whole psalm as that call: something below thirsting for something above, and the answer arriving as flood rather than as drink. In this reading the refrain is not consolation but instruction. The speaker addresses his nefesh, the lowest of the soul's levels, the one bound to the body and to appetite, and tells it to wait, because what it wants is real and what it can reach on its own is not. The last word of the psalm, my God, is then the point of the exercise: the same face that was His in verse 6 is turned toward the speaker by verse 12.

Hebrew text: Miqra according to the Masorah (MAM), after the Aleppo Codex, via Sefaria, CC BY-SA. English: The Holy Scriptures, a New Translation (JPS 1917), via Sefaria, public domain. Transliteration generated by this site's own engine (assets/translit.js).