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Tehilim 139: You have searched me and known me

תְּהִלִּים קל״ט · לַמְנַצֵּחַ לְדָוִד
Twenty four verses in four blocks of six: you know me, I cannot get away from you, you built me, and then a sudden turn on the wicked before the last two verses hand the searching back to God as a request. The Hebrew is late and carries Aramaic forms, and several of its words occur nowhere else in the Bible. It is not part of the fixed daily order of prayer; it is one of the psalms people take up on their own. Watch the first verb and the last: the psalm ends by asking for exactly what it opens by stating as a fact.
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1
לַמְנַצֵּחַ לְדָוִד מִזְמוֹר
יְהֹוָה חֲקַרְתַּנִי וַתֵּדָע
לַמְנַצֵּחַ
lam-na-TZE-ach
for the leader
לְדָוִד
le-da-VID
of David
מִזְמוֹר
miz-MOR
a psalm
For the leader. A psalm of David.
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
חֲקַרְתַּנִי
cha-kar-ta-NI
You have searched me
וַתֵּדָע
va-te-DA
and You know
LORD, You have searched me and You know.
The claim of the whole psalm in two verbs, searched and knew, with the object suffix me attached to the first.
2
אַתָּה יָדַעְתָּ שִׁבְתִּי וְקוּמִי
בַּנְתָּה לְרֵעִי מֵרָחוֹק
אַתָּה
a-TA
You
יָדַעְתָּ
ya-da-TA
know
שִׁבְתִּי
shiv-TI
my sitting down
וְקוּמִי
ve-ku-MI
and my getting up
You know when I sit down and when I get up;
בַּנְתָּה
ban-TA
You discern
לְרֵעִי
le-re-I
as to my thought
מֵרָחוֹק
me-ra-CHOK
from far off
You make out my thought from far off.
Sitting and standing, the two poles of an ordinary day, stand for all of it. The last word puts distance in the sentence and the knowing crosses it anyway.
3
אׇרְחִי וְרִבְעִי זֵרִיתָ
וְכׇל דְּרָכַי הִסְכַּנְתָּה
אׇרְחִי
or-CHI
my path
וְרִבְעִי
ve-riv-I
and my lying down
זֵרִיתָ
ze-ri-TA
You have measured out
My going out and my lying down You have measured,
וְכׇל
ve-CHOL
and all
דְּרָכַי
de-ra-CHAI
my ways
הִסְכַּנְתָּה
his-kan-TA
You are familiar with
and You are familiar with all my ways.
Two more pairs that mean everything between them: the road and the resting place, then all my ways. The final verb is the one used for being long familiar with something.
4
כִּי אֵין מִלָּה בִּלְשׁוֹנִי
הֵן יְהֹוָה יָדַעְתָּ כֻלָּהּ
כִּי
ki
for
אֵין
ein
there is no
מִלָּה
mi-LA
a word
בִּלְשׁוֹנִי
bil-sho-NI
on my tongue
There is not a word on my tongue
הֵן
hen
behold
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
יָדַעְתָּ
ya-da-TA
You know
כֻלָּהּ
chu-LAH
all of it
but You, LORD, already know all of it.
From actions to speech, and then further back than speech: the word is known before the tongue reaches it.
5
אָחוֹר וָקֶדֶם צַרְתָּנִי
וַתָּשֶׁת עָלַי כַּפֶּכָה
אָחוֹר
a-CHOR
behind
וָקֶדֶם
va-KE-dem
and in front
צַרְתָּנִי
tzar-ta-NI
You have hemmed me in
Behind and in front You have hemmed me in,
וַתָּשֶׁת
va-TA-shet
and You have laid
עָלַי
a-LAI
on me
כַּפֶּכָה
ka-pe-CHA
Your palm
and You have laid Your palm on me.
Behind and in front is not an embrace here. The verb is what a besieging army does to a city, and the hand laid on top is pressure, not comfort.
6
פְּלִיאָה דַעַת מִמֶּנִּי
נִשְׂגְּבָה לֹא אוּכַל לָהּ
פְּלִיאָה
pli-A
too wonderful
דַעַת
da-AT
is such knowledge
מִמֶּנִּי
mi-me-NI
for me
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
נִשְׂגְּבָה
nis-GVA
it is too high
לֹא
lo
not
אוּכַל
u-CHAL
I am able
לָהּ
lah
to reach it
too high; I cannot reach it.
The first movement ends in surrender, not praise. Knowledge is called too high, and the speaker says plainly that he cannot get up to it.
7
אָנָה אֵלֵךְ מֵרוּחֶךָ
וְאָנָה מִפָּנֶיךָ אֶבְרָח
אָנָה
a-NA
where
אֵלֵךְ
e-LECH
shall I go
מֵרוּחֶךָ
me-ru-che-CHA
from Your spirit
Where shall I go from Your spirit,
וְאָנָה
ve-a-NA
and where
מִפָּנֶיךָ
mi-pa-nei-CHA
from Your face
אֶבְרָח
ev-RACH
shall I flee
and where shall I flee from Your face?
The second movement begins as an escape plan. Spirit and face are the two ways God is present, and the question asks where either one is not.
8
אִם אֶסַּק שָׁמַיִם שָׁם אָתָּה
וְאַצִּיעָה שְּׁאוֹל הִנֶּךָּ
אִם
im
if
אֶסַּק
e-SAK
I climb
שָׁמַיִם
sha-MA-yim
to the heavens
שָׁם
sham
there
אָתָּה
a-TA
You are
If I climb to the heavens, You are there;
וְאַצִּיעָה
ve-a-tzi-A
and if I make my bed
שְּׁאוֹל
she-OL
in Sheol
הִנֶּךָּ
hi-ne-KA
behold, You
if I make my bed in Sheol, there You are.
The vertical extremes. Heaven and Sheol are as far apart as the world goes, and the answer at both ends is a single word: there.
9
אֶשָּׂא כַנְפֵי שָׁחַר
אֶשְׁכְּנָה בְּאַחֲרִית יָם
אֶשָּׂא
e-SA
let me lift
כַנְפֵי
chan-FEI
the wings of
שָׁחַר
sha-CHAR
the dawn
Let me lift the wings of the dawn,
אֶשְׁכְּנָה
esh-KNA
let me settle
בְּאַחֲרִית
be-a-cha-RIT
at the far edge of
יָם
yam
the sea
let me settle at the far edge of the sea.
The horizontal extremes, and the most beautiful line in the psalm. Wings of dawn is speed, the far edge of the sea is distance, and both are hypothetical.
10
גַּם שָׁם יָדְךָ תַנְחֵנִי
וְתֹאחֲזֵנִי יְמִינֶךָ
גַּם
gam
even
שָׁם
sham
there
יָדְךָ
yad-CHA
Your hand
תַנְחֵנִי
tan-che-NI
would lead me
Even there Your hand would lead me,
וְתֹאחֲזֵנִי
ve-to-cha-ze-NI
and would grasp me
יְמִינֶךָ
ye-mi-ne-CHA
Your right hand
and Your right hand would take hold of me.
The escape ends with the hand that was pressing down in verse 5 doing the leading instead. Same hand, different verb.
11
וָאֹמַר אַךְ חֹשֶׁךְ יְשׁוּפֵנִי
וְלַיְלָה אוֹר בַּעֲדֵנִי
וָאֹמַר
va-o-MAR
and if I say
אַךְ
ach
surely
חֹשֶׁךְ
cho-SHECH
darkness
יְשׁוּפֵנִי
ye-shu-fe-NI
will cover me
And if I say: surely darkness will cover me,
וְלַיְלָה
ve-lai-LA
then night is
אוֹר
or
the light
בַּעֲדֵנִי
ba-a-de-NI
around me
then night is the light around me.
The last hiding place is not a location but a condition. If space will not hide him, perhaps the absence of light will.
12
גַּם חֹשֶׁךְ לֹא יַחְשִׁיךְ מִמֶּךָּ
וְלַיְלָה כַּיּוֹם יָאִיר
כַּחֲשֵׁיכָה כָּאוֹרָה
גַּם
gam
even
חֹשֶׁךְ
cho-SHECH
darkness
לֹא
lo
is not
יַחְשִׁיךְ
yach-SHICH
too dark
מִמֶּךָּ
mi-me-KA
for You
Even darkness is not too dark for You,
וְלַיְלָה
ve-lai-LA
and night
כַּיּוֹם
ka-YOM
like the day
יָאִיר
ya-IR
shines
and night shines like the day:
כַּחֲשֵׁיכָה
ka-cha-shei-CHA
like the darkness
כָּאוֹרָה
ka-o-RA
like the light
the dark and the light are the same.
Darkness is measured against God and found to be no darkness at all. The verse ends by flattening the pair rather than declaring a winner.
13
כִּי אַתָּה קָנִיתָ כִלְיֹתָי
תְּסֻכֵּנִי בְּבֶטֶן אִמִּי
כִּי
ki
for
אַתָּה
a-TA
You
קָנִיתָ
ka-ni-TA
made
כִלְיֹתָי
chil-yo-TAI
my kidneys
For You made my inmost parts,
תְּסֻכֵּנִי
te-su-ke-NI
You wove me
בְּבֶטֶן
be-VE-ten
in the belly of
אִמִּי
i-MI
my mother
You wove me together in my mother's belly.
The third movement, and the argument shifts from where God is to where the speaker came from. The verb for weaving is domestic, not royal.
14
אוֹדְךָ עַל כִּי נוֹרָאוֹת נִפְלֵיתִי
נִפְלָאִים מַעֲשֶׂיךָ
וְנַפְשִׁי יֹדַעַת מְאֹד
אוֹדְךָ
od-CHA
I thank You
עַל
al
for
כִּי
ki
that
נוֹרָאוֹת
no-ra-OT
in awesome ways
נִפְלֵיתִי
nif-lei-TI
I am set apart
I thank You that I was set apart in awesome ways;
נִפְלָאִים
nif-la-IM
are wonderful
מַעֲשֶׂיךָ
ma-a-sei-CHA
Your works
wonderful are Your works,
וְנַפְשִׁי
ve-naf-SHI
and my soul
יֹדַעַת
yo-da-AT
knows
מְאֹד
me-OD
very well
and my soul knows it very well.
The only thanksgiving in the psalm, and it is thanks for being made strange. The word rendered wonderful is the same root as the too wonderful of verse 6.
15
לֹא נִכְחַד עׇצְמִי מִמֶּךָּ
אֲשֶׁר עֻשֵּׂיתִי בַסֵּתֶר
רֻקַּמְתִּי בְּתַחְתִּיּוֹת אָרֶץ
לֹא
lo
not
נִכְחַד
nich-CHAD
was hidden
עׇצְמִי
otz-MI
my frame
מִמֶּךָּ
mi-me-KA
from You
My frame was not hidden from You
אֲשֶׁר
A-sher
when
עֻשֵּׂיתִי
u-sei-TI
I was made
בַסֵּתֶר
va-SE-ter
in secret
when I was made in secret,
רֻקַּמְתִּי
ru-kam-TI
I was embroidered
בְּתַחְתִּיּוֹת
be-tach-ti-YOT
in the depths of
אָרֶץ
A-retz
the earth
embroidered in the depths of the earth.
Made in secret and in the depths of the earth: the womb is spoken of as a place underground, the same language the ancient world used for the grave.
16
גׇּלְמִי רָאוּ עֵינֶיךָ
וְעַל סִפְרְךָ כֻּלָּם יִכָּתֵבוּ
יָמִים יֻצָּרוּ וְלוֹ אֶחָד בָּהֶם
גׇּלְמִי
gol-MI
my unformed shape
רָאוּ
ra-U
saw
עֵינֶיךָ
ei-nei-CHA
Your eyes
Your eyes saw me still unformed,
וְעַל
ve-AL
and in
סִפְרְךָ
sif-re-CHA
Your book
כֻּלָּם
ku-LAM
all of them
יִכָּתֵבוּ
yi-ka-te-VU
were written
and in Your book all of them were written,
יָמִים
ya-MIM
days
יֻצָּרוּ
yu-tza-RU
were formed
וְלוֹ
ve-LO
and not
אֶחָד
e-CHAD
one
בָּהֶם
BA-hem
among them
days that were shaped when not one of them was there.
The book. Before the shape was formed the days were already written, and the last clause is the hardest in the psalm: not one of them, or one of them not yet.
17
וְלִי מַה יָּקְרוּ רֵעֶיךָ אֵל
מֶה עָצְמוּ רָאשֵׁיהֶם
וְלִי
ve-LI
and to me
מַה
ma
how
יָּקְרוּ
yak-RU
weighty are
רֵעֶיךָ
re-ei-CHA
Your thoughts
אֵל
el
O God
How weighty to me are Your thoughts, O God;
מֶה
me
how
עָצְמוּ
atz-MU
vast is
רָאשֵׁיהֶם
ra-SHEI-hem
their sum
how vast is the sum of them.
The response to all of it is not fear but arithmetic that fails. Weighty and vast are quantity words, and the counting starts here.
18
אֶסְפְּרֵם מֵחוֹל יִרְבּוּן
הֱקִיצֹתִי וְעוֹדִי עִמָּךְ
אֶסְפְּרֵם
es-PREM
were I to count them
מֵחוֹל
me-CHOL
than sand
יִרְבּוּן
yir-BUN
they are more
Were I to count them, they are more than sand;
הֱקִיצֹתִי
he-ki-tzo-TI
I wake
וְעוֹדִי
ve-o-DI
and I am still
עִמָּךְ
i-MACH
with You
I wake, and I am still with You.
The counting breaks down against sand. Then the verse stops being about number: whatever waking means here, the presence is there on the other side of it.
19
אִם תִּקְטֹל אֱלוֹהַּ רָשָׁע
וְאַנְשֵׁי דָמִים סוּרוּ מֶנִּי
אִם
im
if only
תִּקְטֹל
tik-TOL
You would kill
אֱלוֹהַּ
e-lo-HA
O God
רָשָׁע
ra-SHA
the wicked
If only You would kill the wicked, O God;
וְאַנְשֵׁי
ve-an-SHEI
and you men of
דָמִים
da-MIM
blood
סוּרוּ
su-RU
get away
מֶנִּי
me-NI
from me
you men of blood, get away from me.
The turn, and it is violent. Nothing in the first eighteen verses prepares for it, which is why the verse is so often dropped when the psalm is quoted.
20
אֲשֶׁר יֹמְרוּךָ לִמְזִמָּה
נָשׂוּא לַשָּׁוְא עָרֶיךָ
אֲשֶׁר
A-sher
who
יֹמְרוּךָ
yom-ru-CHA
speak of You
לִמְזִמָּה
lim-zi-MA
with scheming
They who speak of You with scheming,
נָשׂוּא
na-SU
they lift up
לַשָּׁוְא
la-SHAV
in vain
עָרֶיךָ
a-rei-CHA
Your adversaries
who take up Your name in vain, Your adversaries.
The charge is specific: they use the name. This is not general wickedness, it is speech aimed at the God the psalm has been describing.
21
הֲלוֹא מְשַׂנְאֶיךָ יְהֹוָה אֶשְׂנָא
וּבִתְקוֹמְמֶיךָ אֶתְקוֹטָט
הֲלוֹא
ha-LO
do I not
מְשַׂנְאֶיךָ
me-san-ei-CHA
those who hate You
יְהֹוָה
a-do-NAY
the LORD
אֶשְׂנָא
es-NA
hate
Do I not hate those who hate You, LORD,
וּבִתְקוֹמְמֶיךָ
u-vit-kom-mei-CHA
and with those who rise against You
אֶתְקוֹטָט
et-ko-TAT
I feel loathing
and loathe those who rise against You?
The hatred is presented as loyalty, and phrased as two rhetorical questions rather than a boast.
22
תַּכְלִית שִׂנְאָה שְׂנֵאתִים
לְאוֹיְבִים הָיוּ לִי
תַּכְלִית
tach-LIT
with a completeness of
שִׂנְאָה
sin-A
hatred
שְׂנֵאתִים
sne-TIM
I hate them
With a complete hatred I hate them;
לְאוֹיְבִים
le-oi-VIM
as enemies
הָיוּ
hai-U
they have become
לִי
li
to me
they have become enemies to me.
The escalation, and the giveaway. The speaker makes God's enemies his own, which is exactly the move the next verse asks God to inspect.
23
חׇקְרֵנִי אֵל וְדַע לְבָבִי
בְּחָנֵנִי וְדַע שַׂרְעַפָּי
חׇקְרֵנִי
chok-re-NI
search me
אֵל
el
O God
וְדַע
VE-da
and know
לְבָבִי
le-va-VI
my heart
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
בְּחָנֵנִי
be-cha-ne-NI
test me
וְדַע
VE-da
and know
שַׂרְעַפָּי
sar-a-PAI
my disquieting thoughts
test me, and know my disquieting thoughts.
The imperatives are the verbs of verse 1 turned into a request. Having declared whose side he is on, the speaker asks to be checked.
24
וּרְאֵה אִם דֶּרֶךְ עֹצֶב בִּי
וּנְחֵנִי בְּדֶרֶךְ עוֹלָם
וּרְאֵה
ur-E
and see
אִם
im
if
דֶּרֶךְ
de-RECH
a way of
עֹצֶב
O-tzev
pain
בִּי
bi
is in me
And see whether there is a way of pain in me,
וּנְחֵנִי
un-che-NI
and lead me
בְּדֶרֶךְ
bde-RECH
in the way of
עוֹלָם
o-LAM
everlasting
and lead me in the way that has no end.
The last word is the one that reframes everything. A way of pain in me, then a way with no end, and the psalm that began with being known ends with being led.

♦ PARDES analysis: פרדס

The four levels of Jewish reading of the sacred text: פשט Peshat (literal meaning), רמז Remez (symbolic allusion), דרש Drash (midrashic interpretation), סוד Sod (mystical meaning). The word פרדס means "orchard", each level is a fruit.

פשט · Peshat: literal meaning

Four movements of six verses. Knowledge in 1 to 6, presence in 7 to 12, formation in 13 to 18, and then 19 to 22 turn on the wicked before 23 and 24 close the frame. The frame is exact: חֲקַרְתַּנִי (cha-kar-ta-ni, v.1) states that God has searched, חׇקְרֵנִי (chok-re-ni, v.23) asks Him to search, and the two are the same verb with the same object suffix. Everything in between is the reason the request costs something. The speaker has spent eighteen verses saying that nothing about him is hidden, so asking to be examined is not a formality, and the four verses of hatred immediately before it are what he is handing over.

רמז · Remez: allusion

מִלָּה (mi-la, v.4) is an Aramaic word for speech and one of the signs that this psalm is late. גׇּלְמִי (gol-mi, v.16) occurs nowhere else in the Bible: it names something rolled up and not yet shaped, and later Hebrew keeps it for anything unformed. רֻקַּמְתִּי (ru-kam-ti, v.15) is the verb of the embroiderer, the same root used for the woven screens of the tabernacle, so the body is made the way the sanctuary was made. עָרֶיךָ (a-rei-cha, v.20) is the standing crux: as it is pointed it reads Your cities, and translators arrive at Your adversaries either by attaching it to a root meaning hostility or by reading a similar looking word, and neither solution is agreed. In the same verse the pair of verbs, lifting up and in vain, is the exact wording of the commandment against taking the name in vain.

דרש · Drash: midrashic reading

Verse 16 is where the psalm was most worked over: a book in which days are written before the days exist runs straight into the question of what is decreed and what is chosen, and the ambiguity of the last clause, whether it says none of them existed yet or one of them did not, has kept the argument open. The turn at verse 19 is generally treated as a problem rather than a model, and the common reading takes 23 and 24 as the answer to it, since the man who has just declared a complete hatred immediately asks to have his heart examined, which is a confession that he does not trust his own verdict. עֹצֶב (o-tzev, v.24) is read both as pain, a way that hurts, and as idolatry, because the same consonants spell the word for an idol.

סוד · Sod: mystical reading

The two directions of verse 8 are the standard vertical pair, and the point of the answer is that the descent is not somewhere outside. In the kabbalistic reading the light and the dark of verse 12 are not opposites reconciled but one thing seen from two distances, which is why the verse ends by equating them instead of saying the light wins. The book of סִפְרְךָ (sif-re-cha, v.16) is read as the record that precedes the world it describes, and being formed in the depths of the earth in verse 15 is taken as the descent a soul makes into a body, so the middle movement is the story of coming down and the last verse asks for the way back, the way with no end.

Hebrew text: Miqra according to the Masorah (MAM), after the Aleppo Codex, via Sefaria, CC BY-SA. English: The Holy Scriptures, a New Translation (JPS 1917), via Sefaria, public domain. Transliteration generated by this site's own engine (assets/translit.js).